Have you ever
stopped to think about the different phases or stages of your
life? There was the youthful phase, when you felt you could do
anything and be anybody (and everybody). There was the mature
phase, when you settled down and became "responsible". And then
there was the wise phase (we don't like to say the "older" phase).
This is the stage of sound thinking, and even giving advice and
guidance to others. These three phases are referred to as the
first, second, and third "floors" of Noah's ark.
In the Mishkan
there were also three phases, or compartments. The first was the
outer courtyard where they sacrificed the limbs of the animals.
This corresponds to a person's deeds, which we do with our limbs.
The second
area of the Mishkan was the "kodesh", which housed the Menorah
and the Shulchan - the table and the copper incense altar. This
section represents three things:
Menorah -
spirituality and learning
Table - physical sustenance
Incense Altar - Personality - your personal "incense"
The third
section of a person's "being" is the "Kodesh Hakadoshim" - Holy
of Holies - which contained the ark and the aseres hadibros (the
Ten Commandments). This refers to a person's intellect, and the
highest use of his intellect, which is his emunah - faith in Hashem.
A person must
strive to dedicate his deeds (his courtyard), his thoughts and
feelings (menorah, table and incense), and his intellect and faith
(his Holy Ark) to a higher purpose - to Hashem. This is not an
easy task. It is a lifelong pursuit that is sometimes made more
difficult by tests of faith. That is why the Midrash Tanchumah
says that on each of the seven days preceding the dedication of
the Mishkan, Moses dismantled and rebuilt it - twice daily, morning
and evening - representing both good times and hard times. Each
day Moshe took apart the Mishkan - he examined his own spiritual
being, his deeds, feelings, and intellect - and then rebuilt it.
He analysed and evaluated these three parts of himself, and rededicated
them toward the goal - service of his Creator.
Each time
we analyse ourselves - which means our personal "mikdash me'at"
or mini sanctuary - we must do a double check to see if we are
on track. When we daven at three intervals during the day (morning,
afternoon and evening), we must "dismantle" and analyse our own
deeds, feelings and thoughts, and come to appreciate our good
points - and admit our weaknesses so that we can repair them.
This is how we can "keep a finger on our own pulse" and monitor
our own growth in our service of Hashem. Chazak, Chazak, V'netzchazek!
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