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In the year 1263, the Ramban debated against Pablo Christiani,
in front of King James of Aragon, in Spain. Ramban said that Hashem
gives us the choice between good and evil because He has confidence
in us that we can choose, with our own "seychel" - free will -
to do the right thing. The very fact that G-d gives us so many
mitzvos shows that He believes that we can live on a high level.
If we perform the commandments, G-d will "provide rain in its
proper time, the land will give its produce and the tree of the
field will give its fruit." It seems that Hashem is paying us
to keep the commandments! Not true. If we keep the commandments,
He will invest in us by giving us the food, shelter and protection
to continue following His Torah. He will give us another day of
life with which to do his mitzvos and fulfil our potential.
The first word a Jew says in the morning is "modeh", which comes
from the root word "todah" - meaning thankfulness. We thank G-d
for returning our souls to us this morning. After all, He didn't
have to. He has, in His wisdom, given us another chance to further
our life goal of working toward our potential, by presenting us
with a new day of spectacular adventure.
Adventure? The first thought that usually enters my mind in
the morning is "I can't believe it's morning already" (straight
denial mode). Can't I hit the snooze bar and delay this adventure
for a few more hours? The key to waking up inspired is to understand
the word "modeh".
The first ingredient for any successful relationship is acknowledgement
and recognition of the other party as an entity apart from yourself.
Recognising G-d as a real, rather than as a theoretical entity,
puts us into a mind-set to begin relating to Him directly. This
acknowledgement, found in the word "modeh", brings with it a sense
of humility and gratitude which reminds us that we did not create
ourselves, rather we get our energy from a Source outside of ourselves.
That Source is our Creator, and when we say modeh, we acknowledge
and thank Him for re-creating us this morning. When we say modeh,
we are responding to G-d's challenge, which is nothing less than
to re-create our self image.
The second word a Jew says in the morning is "ani" - I. After
we acknowledge G-d as our Source, we can then begin to personally
relate to G-d. This word "ani" creates within us a self awareness
and appreciation of our own existence. We must be important --
we actually have an opportunity to speak to the Chairman of the
Board. We can relate to Him directly, we don't even have to make
an appointment with His secretary. No waiting, a direct line with
Him. All we have to do is pick up the phone: "Modeh ani - I thank
You."
Most people have accepted Western terminology claiming a person's
"right to life". The pro-life movement speaks of a fetus' right
to life. The American Declaration of Independence speaks of the
"right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness". A "right"
may be thought of as "freedom of action which others are morally
bound to respect and protect". In Judaism, we speak not of "rights"
but of "mitzvos" - duties and obligations. Rights arise out of
a deserving act or deed, which causes one to earn the right to
a reward. Our traumatic yet brief journey down the birth canal
can hardly be seen as our earning our place in this world. As
far as I can remember, we didn't have too much choice whether
we wanted to make the journey. Our lives were handed to us at
birth. It was an undeserved gift from G-d, in partnership with
our parents.
We don't have a right to life. Just because we have been here
until now does not guarantee that we will be here 10 seconds from
now. G-d is not obligated to continue sustaining us in life just
because He has done so until now. He keeps us alive out of pure
altruistic love for us - His creatures, His children. Every breath,
if it is measured and appreciated, can infuse our lives with meaning
and awe.
As we conclude these opening words of Modeh Ani, we make an incredible
statement: "Abundant is your faithfulness." Wait! Shouldn't we
be saying "abundant is my faithfulness"? Isn't it our obligation
to have faith in G-d? What's all this about G-d's faithfulness?
The truth is that Hashem does have faith - in us. G-d believes
in us. He proved it by restoring our lives to us this morning,
precisely because He does have faith that we can succeed. He believes
that we can succeed in developing ourselves and play our part
in His plan for the world. Let's have none of this false modesty
stuff. Hashem has faith in us, so don't we have the right to have
faith in ourselves?
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